How to Stop Suicidal Thoughts?

Question by casey: how to stop suicidal thoughts?
I’ve been through more than anybody can imagine.
i’m only 17 and i’ve so far led a horrible life.
every. single. day. i think about killing myself.
but i don’t want to die. ifthismakesanysense…

i’ve struggled with deep drug and alcohol addiction as well as self harm and horrible anger problems for about 7 years now. i’ve been in and out of “mental health facilities” for about 2 years and seen countless numbers of psychiatrists and counselors. and i’ve been diagnosed with aspergers syndrome, ADD, bi-polar disorder, and a mild case of OCD.
i’m on medicine and have to go to a shrink every week.

nothing helps.

and the strange thing is, most people say “oh yeahh, well you must have come from a horrible childhood and your parents are drug addicts and didnt love you and you just need help”
no.
quite the opposite.

i mean, my mother is a successfull plastic surgeon, and my father is a human resource manager for the ABC liqour company. and i have 2 loving older brothers.
i’ve had a wonderful childhood and my parents always showed me that they have cared.

i just want help.
i’m sick of being like this. and i know for sure that trained professional CANNOT help.
they never have.
i’m just looking for someone who may have been or is currently going through something similar to me so i can get some advice on how to finally live my life like a “normal” kid does.

and P.S. don’t reply with some bullshit about finding jesus.
i don’t want to hear it.

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