I Dont Know What to Do With My Physically, Emotionally, Sexually Abusive Husband.?

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my husband is an alcoholic in denial. when drunk, he has hit me several times. while i have not ended up in the hospital, he has hurt me deeply on a level that physical doesnt touch. he has forced me to have sex with him whenever he wants. even when ive made it extremely clear that i dont want to. his reaction was to “lay there and take it”. i felt i had no choice. i thought that this was what sex was supposed to be. because i had nothing else to compare it to. i thought that it was just how things were. he became very controlling. watching my emails, phone records, my online banking, he hates my sister and got extremely angry when i would talk to her. he hates my friends and did everything possible to make it so we never hung out with them. while his friends were the “best people on earth” and we spent the majority of our time with them. he didnt want me to go to my parents house without him for fear i would be using the computer at their house and talking to people he didnt like. i finally got the courage to leave and am now back at my parents. but he is trying his hardest to make me feel guilty for leaving. he tells me everyday how much he loves me, and all the changes he is making. but i do not trust him. he does not understand that at all and says that i should just come home and get over it. i am angry and upset that because of him ive ended up in therapy and medicated. ive been diagnosed with an ongoing mood adjustment disorder. i am so confused as to what to do from here. do i give him one more chance?…. or do i move on with life and hope he does the same?…

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Answer by Northern Gorilla
Sorry if I’m mistaken,

but this has TROLL written all over it.

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