Depression Help for Teenager?

by melizards

Question by Ho: Depression help for teenager?
For as long as I can remember I have been diagnosed with as my current psychiatrist puts it “An currently unclassifiable depression.” I’ll give you my breakdown. I’m 15 I’ve been diagnosed sense I was 8. My doctor tells my I have a chronic depressive state but I also show signs of mania and psychoactive depression. I’m an insomniac and though I haven’t been tested yet I think i’m anemic. I have minor hallucinations witch include bright lights that have made me fall out of my chair in class and fall down the stairs etc. I also lose focus sometimes and in the only way I can describe it hover over my body sometimes for up to 5 minutes during this period everyone who talks to me I hear as mumbles. I’m a minor suicidal in that I consider it but never act on it or really ever go so far as to prepare to do it. My IQ test results are 187.

Now here is the list of things I’ve tried to “cure” my depression with.

Prescriptions:
Prozac in 100mg
Zoloft in 40mg
Selexa in 50mg
Emsam patches 9mg

Herbal supplements:

St. john’s wort
mugwort
Vivian

I take other prescriptions but those Relate to other problems.

I see a psychotherapist every week. I have a psychiatrist and a counselor.

I also regularly smoke marijuana and saliva. I also do LSD and opium. Among other hallucinogens.
While you may be frowning on me for doing drugs I don’t do them to escape as I know can severely worsen depression I do to make me see the world though undepressed eyes so to speak.(I know it sounds stupid.)

I’m doing this to ask people for advice and opinions on my depressive state not to be insulted. So unless it’s constructive criticism please keep your hate to yourself.

So any advice?
To the people who answered seriously thank you. Even the most minute of encouragements helps me a lot. Thanks Lance P, PATRICK and grneyedmnstr.
And all the people you told me to kill myself you really should be ashamed of your selfs.

Best answer:

Answer by Stacy
just do it already

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