Help Me! I Dont Want to Be Bulimic Anymore D: ?

Question by rachael: help me! i dont want to be bulimic anymore D: ?
ive been struggling with eating disorder/ calory obsession for about a year now. i stopped being bulimic around november, i hated it it was ruining my life, making me depressed, causing me health problems. Then i started going to the gym and just eating better. but now ive started again and i just want to cry i dont know why its back, i hate it! i keep saying tomorrow is a new day to start over. and for some reason towards the end of the day ill give up and b/p.
why do i keep doing something i hate?
how can i stop?
besides telling my doctor, i already told her, and she suggested counseling and i tried it but hated it and i cant talk to strangers but talking to friends doesnt help because im still doing it.
and theres no way i will ever tell my family. they have a lot of stress and dont need more. and then theyll always be watching me and judging me and telling me to eat more. but if i eat more i feel guilty and throw it up.

sorry this is so long :(

Best answer:

Answer by dozeroperator85
That is like saying, ” I’m on heroin, but I don’t want to go to rehab”. If you can’t quit by yourself, get help. Nobody on yahoo answers is going to miracle your ass healthy.

And it’s calorie, not calory.

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