Q&A: Why Alcohol?

Question by Bella S: Why Alcohol?
I will be ashamed for writing this tomorrow, but I’d like to know why alcohol and why me? I love red wine, I live in Italy and it’s cheap and everywhere … but I know it’s made me gain some weight, and I know I hate waking up with hangovers and wondering what the hell I did the night before. I’ve made mistakes while drinking and even gone to work hung over or still drunk from the night before … but I don’t crave alcohol, and I know it’s my CHOICE … but then it’s like I’m drunk, and I give Mr. Hyde they keys to take over … I have llittle stress in my life, I like myself a lot … so is there some reason why I do this so regularly??

If you say “disease” or “addiction”, no 10 points … I have a skin disease that came when I was 6, disease is NOT a choice, and addiction is physically needing something to not freak out, as in I am addicted to cigarettes.

Thanks. Bisous.

Best answer:

Answer by Tikva
Not sure what you want anyone to say.

Get help. Professional help.

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